Wednesday, June 13, 2012


    Praise God and welcome back to my blog “Christians Just Don’t Get it.” I thought that this blog was pretty much completed until the Lord dropped something in my spirit. We are in the last days here before the great return of Christ. Satan is up to his old tricks again with assistance from people who give themselves the title of Christian but not living a Christian, Godly lifestyle. You know the people that fornicate, commit adultery, curse, swear, use God’s name in vain, stealing stuff from the job like ink pens, paper clips, food, and all other office supply stuff that would come in handy at home? Did I forget to mention FORNICATORS, foul speaking people who also love to watch PORN, but will attend church on Sundays while telling everyone how good that word was at church and how it was directed toward you? You walk out of church still unchanged. Congratulations on your feel good for Sunday but you still have that same filthy tongue! We all know what I’m talking about and that I’m speaking the truth. These are all the same people who vote with their flesh instead of their spirit and are so quick to say amen to everything without truly knowing what they are amening about. I read other blogs from people who claim Christianity as their faith and all I see is scriptures and feel good quotes but never the truth. These same people don’t even support my blogs because they know I’m telling the whole truth! I know what’s going on here because I was once one of those people living lukewarm! I see many people read but don’t support it. I’m not mad at them I just think it’s sad because I support their two and three feel good liners.
Revelation 3:15-16
15 “‘I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! 16 So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth.

     I use to think that Satan was really out-smarting people with all the tricks but quickly realized that Christian claimers (excluding real God fearing Christians) are continuing to leave doors open for him to come in. If you are a guard at the gate to keep it secure but you fall asleep constantly leaving the gate open, the robber is going to keep going in causing havoc. Most people start off the New Year with a huge new year’s resolution. They set their goal to meet and start off holding strong to that goal making sure nothing gets in the way of that. After some time you start to slack off while losing focus and the next thing you know your goal is now a complete fade away. The next year comes and you think about the previous goal that you set knowing that it really was a great goal but you just didn’t stay focused and now the very thing that you were trying to tame is back to haunt you double time. If you don’t stay focused then trouble could be around the corner. If you don’t stay focused on the word of God then you will remain blinded while getting duped by the devil every time. The devil knows when you aren’t paying attention to God. Heck that is a great time for him to come on in.

     Years ago I use to watch TBN –TRINITY BROADCASTING NETWORK but after a while my spirit didn’t have peace with it. One of the issues I have with TBN is that there seems to be too many theatrics and too many praise-a-thons. I know and understand that the network needs the continued support of its viewers if they are to stay on the air but at the same time I feel like it’s more about money than praising the Lord! I really don’t have time to really dig deep in this but I will touch on some. I feel like the network is more into popularity and will do whatever it takes to keep the viewers tuned in. They brought in all of these stars and big name people like the rapper Mason “Mase” claiming to have turned his life around but were in a total trance staring at the woman he was with on stage who I believe was his wife. Later after that episode, Mase decided to make worldly music again. Then they had Darryl Strawberry who stayed in trouble after the airing of the show. After seeing many celebs on TBN preaching and acting like they are saved but living ungodly just did it for me. I stopped watching it. Years later there was more confirmation for me as to why I stopped watching the network. While on YouTube I ran across a video of Donnie McClurkin interviewing Steve Harvey while promoting his book called, “Act Like A Lady, Think Like A Man”. Steve Harvey was on TBN’s PRAISE THE LORD talking about the 90 day rule for a woman to make a man wait before they have sex (FORNICATE)! How is TBN which is supposed to be a worldwide network reaching millions of people across the globe going to promote such garbage? They are having Steve Harvey of all people on their worldwide television network promoting fornication? This guy does standup comedy all over the world that is laced with profanity and nasty talk. Now when the brand new baby Christian watches this program then they will be confused! It is so sad because many of you Christian claimers think there is nothing wrong with TBN having Steve Harvey on promoting his book that is laced with fornication! He is PROMOTING FORNICATION!!! Just last week on YouTube I found yet another video and this time it was Steve Harvey HOSTING PRAISE THE LORD!!! Steve’s special celebrity guess was TYRESE GIBSON!! What was Tyrese doing on Praise The Lord? He was just promoting his book that’s all. It was really annoying watching the audience members being so gullible. They said amen to almost every word that came out of his mouth. Tyrese said that God is my source and the audience went crazy! Tyrese also stated that if the sexy is going to attract the people then do what you have to do to get the people to show up!! The audience went crazy after that statement. I will post a link of that video at the end of this post so you can see for yourself. Tyrese also says and I quote: I am every bit of a Christian. How are you a Christian but you make worldly music that totally goes against the Word of God?? These two celebs are sending baby Christians the wrong message letting them know it’s okay to serve God while living an ungodly lifestyle. Baby and weak Christians are going to look at the fact that two celebs are talking so everything that they are promoting must be true. Now you all should know by now that popular people in the spotlight have so much power where people are going to just about believe their every word? These two jokers also talk about how they pray to God before their worldly ungodly performance? Think about it people and truly use your God given brain? Praying to God before you perform with unholy words and actions that is the opposite of what God stands for? If you work at General Motors are you going to promote Ford? NO! If you work at Time Warner/Comcast are you going to promote AT&T high speed internet and cable tv? Of course not! So why would you call yourself a Christian which means that you are a disciple of Christ (follower of Christ), Christ-like, to represent Christ but go before the Holy One, God the Father who created you and pray before you misrepresent God? What are you asking God to do in that prayer? What is it that you want God to do for you before you go out and perform your filthy profanity laced content in front of all His children who he is trying to reach out to who come to your concerts and comedy jams? I know you can’t be asking God for strength to give a hot performance because Satan has that part of the deal covered! You call yourselves Christians but you misrepresent God? You actually think that you can live holy and worldly? You actually think that you can serve God and money?

Matthew 6:24

"No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money.

1 Peter 1:16

Because it is written, Be ye holy; for I am holy.

1 Corinthians 6:9-10

9 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,

10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.

     Ladies and Gentlemen this is not a joke! Watching these two on TBN is not funny because we are talking about their eternal lives here. We must pray and give correction and it’s not judging but correction. I was once blinded deep in sin. People tried talking some Godly sense to me but I wasn’t hearing it. Just think if I would have died in my sins I would be in hell burning with torment! God loved me so much that he gave me many chances to turn my life around. He loved me so much that he gave me warnings in my dreams. I finally woke up and now I’m on fire for the Lord! I lost a lot of people because they are turned off from my love for God. People on Facebook stopped talking to me which is so silly! Where are all of you true Christians at who knows that I’m speaking the truth? Just a handful of true Christians support my blogs and that tells me a lot. I am backing up what I’m saying with the Word of God! This is telling me that most people who claim to love and know God really don’t while not practicing true love for God in their own personal lives! God’s children better wake up and fast! You can think that I’m being mean or judgmental but I don’t care. I’m doing this out of love. It is not God’s will that anyone should perish. I love everyone and don’t want anyone to go to hell. If you don’t listen and die in your sins then you will wish you would have listened but it will be too late. You will be burning with everlasting fire and brimstone.

2 Peter 3:9

9 The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

Revelation 20:15

15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.

Please take a very close honest look at your life and ask God to change you. Ask God to heal you. Ask God to remove the scales from off your eyes. Please listen and know that God is a jealous God so put Him first. We are living in the very last of the last days and it’s time for us to wake up and repent now! I remember hearing the testimony of a young Spanish girl who God allowed to experience the supernatural. She watched as millions and millions of people were being poured into the lake of fire as if sand was being poured out! Please listen to God speak to you heart.

Here is the link to the video and I really want you to watch and let go the fact that there are two well known celebs in this video that are actually popular for their worldliness. Are they talking Godliness? Are they promoting a Godly lifestyle? Take a look at how they think it's a joke. Listen and watch with your spirit? TBN please praise the Lord?


Saturday, April 14, 2012

SECRETLY HURTING - Christian Wives

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     The Holy Spirit came over me so strong today regarding the wives of Christian husbands' that are hurting deep inside. God revealed to me that there are wives all across this world with a broken heart, secretly keeping it on the inside and in some cases are too embarrassed to tell anyone. Those Christian wives feel lonely with no one to turn to. They question whether or not the right decision was made to take those vows of marriage, or was he really the right person God had them to marry? Ladies and gentlemen we have a serious topic here and I strongly suggest you read, listen, and pray while asking God for the understanding and revelation. This may be talking about your marriage. I want to dig deeper into this to reveal some of the reasons why women are secretly hurting.

     The "Seeker", the "Hunter" spots this beautiful woman! WOW! She is nice! Maybe wife material but will find out. Men have their sights set on you women. Now this woman appears to be far different from others and more sophisticated. Rule 101 out of my charm book won't work so I have to use more than charm to land her. I better pray. A man will work as hard as possible to land that woman he has his eyes fixed upon. A man will try his best to hook up with you. Finally all of that hard work payed off to go out with that beautiful woman. He is telling his friends all about you, how fine and sexy you are. He is telling you all the right things from his heart. You are feeling good because this man is feeling you. There is another big thing that is making you that much more attracted to this man, and that is the fact that he is a man of GOD! PRAISE THE LORD!!!! HALLELUJAH!! You are on that phone calling everyone telling them that you landed a man of GOD!! Not only you landed a man of God but he goes with you to your church or you go with him to his church. Now let me just say that as you should already know, this is just one scenario. I am just using this as an example of how good it is when you meet a man with all the excitement that comes with that. Wedding bells are sounding with excitement in the air. You can't believe that you are actually getting married. You are just thinking about all the reasons for marrying him. Thinking of how he always makes you feel so good, so special, and that he is a complete gentlemen. This man always opens up your car door for you. He even opens up the car door if you're the driver! This man of God completes you. He gives you new life. You feel vibrant, alive, special, loved, wanted, appreciated, put first, made a queen, and needed. You were able to cry on his shoulder while he wiped away your every tear. How great of a feeling is that? Never had a man to treat you like this so it really hits home for you. Now you are a brand new wife! Thank you Jesus!!

     Several years into the marriage there seems to be a change. You notice that your husband doesn't open your door any more. You rarely get flowers outside of your birthday. The only time you hear the words I love you is when you're making love! You have to ask your husband if he still thinks you're beautiful. He will answer yes without actually telling you that you're beautiful. Those were the glory days when he would tell you how beautiful and good looking you were. The night comes when you and your husband go out to dinner but you guys don't hold hands any more. In fact, he is not even walking side by side with you but a couple steps in front or behind you. While sitting at the dinner table there may be only two things that is going on. Those two things are either silence or arguing! If it's arguing then most likely it is over something completely stupid! One person says something then all of a sudden someone get offended. The food comes and while the server is placing the food on the table, he or she is asking, "Is there anything else I can do for you"? The wife puts on a fake smile and says, "No that will be all". The second the server leaves then it's on! Back to arguing and going back and forth over nothing. It gets to the point where you really don't have that much of an appetite anymore. The wife is thinking, I could of just stayed at home or went out with my girlfriends for this mess. I don't need this mess. Then there is silence again. You happen to see across the table from you noticing a loving couple sitting their laughing so hard or just into each other while enjoying each other's company. The flashbacks come of how you and your husband use to be, and praying to God to grant you that again of what you had before.

     Women are very emotional and men know that but don't understand it. Many men don't like it and are not trying to be understanding of it. Wives need to be understood more but unfortunately, most husbands just don't get it. We have to listen to our wives and really hear what they have to say. We can't pretend to hear them because pretending to hear them is like cheating on a test. You keep cheating on your test and you will never actually learn how to solve the problem, or capture the understanding.

     A lot of married men who claim Christ as their Lord and Savior are just way out of control. The man is the head of the house but they just take it way too far. Your wife feels like every time she tries to do something, make a suggestion, or have an idea, you shoot it down. She feels like whatever she does its wrong. You husbands get mad at your wives for the smallest things when all she is doing is trying to help! She is our "Help Meet" remember? Genesis 2:18 "And the LORD God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him."
Your wife feels so bad when you yell at her like she's your enemy!! You don't look into her eyes much any more to say I love you! You don't tell her how beautiful she is any more and how much she means to you! You shoot her down for every little thing. You make her cry. You stop reading the bible with her to find yourself fallen away. Your wife has been trying to reach out to you for the longest time but you weren't there for her. She then got to the point where she was just too afraid to even talk to you because if she did then you might bite her head off! You are just to macho, and too big for your own self to take the time to understand your wife. I guess it's because you are running things and what you say goes. While you were at work all day, she cooked you a big meal but what do you do when you get home? You find something to pick on her about! You my friend are a loser! You treat women at your job that you are not even married to better than your own wife! That's because you are attracted to those women which is blinding you from what you have at home! You are just way too hard on your wife! I know I'm speaking to some folks right now. I bet you don't treat your male friends the same horrible way you treat your wives? Only thing that matters to you is sex and you're good!

     Here you are you beautiful wives. Trying to do everything you possibly can to please your husband but nothing seems to work because he is always mad at you? Your husband that was once your best friend is not someone you can talk to any more. You find yourself locked away in your room when he is not around. Arms wrapped around your pillow just thinking, and thinking. Asking questions of what am I doing wrong? Does he even love me any more? Maybe I'm not attractive. Do I need to lose a few pounds? Should I cut my hair? I feel so lonely! You have tears streaming down your face enough to fill a bathtub. You find yourself looking at magazines while watching T.V comparing yourself to other women. I wish I look like her or wish my body look that good. Maybe my husband would be more into me. You say to yourself, "I just don't know what to do anymore". I don't have anybody to talk to. Depression starts kicking in, or you may start eating more gaining extra weight. All of the hurt and pain is being bottled up inside of you because you have no one to talk to. You could talk to your girlfriends about it but you are too embarrassed to breathe a word to them seeing how they think you have the most perfect marriage. What happen to us you ask? Maybe I shouldn't of got married. Maybe I should of married someone else. I am hurting so bad and my husband doesn't even know. He probably could care less for all I know. He rather hang out with his friend than spend time with me. He seems to love going out often without me. My heart hurts and I'm tired of crying but the tears won't stop.

     Listen up you Christian husbands who claim to know and love Christ! Ephesians 5:25 Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her,
You did every thing you possibly could to land your wives. Now you need to do everything it takes to keep them. Warning! You husbands better be careful because there are many men out there who find your wife very attractive! You are allowing the wrong doors to open up that spells trouble. The devil will send a man to your wife. In turn that man will be everything to your wife that you need to be. Your wife is very, very vulnerable, that she wants to be heard and connect with someone emotionally. I'm not promoting adultery but you are allowing that door to be open. This other man will come by and make your wife feel like a queen again, connect emotionally which could lead to adultery! Men think about this clearly and carefully. Think about different sexual areas of your wife you use to love like her legs, hips, butt, or breast. Think about the way she moves while you two are intimate? Now lets shift gears a bit. Try and picture another man inside of your pretty, sexy wife?! Again adultery is WRONG and not the answer but you maybe opening that door because of your disregard of your wive's emotions when she has been trying to reach out to you for years but wasn't taken her seriously! Making her feel like she is not beautiful or not very attractive. I bet when other men are noticing her then you suddenly remember that she is very attractive?

    It really sickens me to see how bad husbands treat their wives! They just want to be loved. They just want to help us. They want to help make a difference and fulfill their wifely duties. Our wives deserves respect and love. They are not hand me downs! They are gifts from God. Proverbs 18:22 He who finds a wife finds a good thing And obtains favor from the LORD.

     Stand up you husbands, you men of God! Hear the Spirit of the Lord and sit down with your wife and ask her is there any thing that you want to talk about? Is there any thing that I am doing to hurt you, to make you feel unloved? She still may not want to open up to you so you may have to give her time. She has to first trust that you will be understanding this time around and not bite her head off. Husbands you should be able to hear from God telling you to apologize to your wife before she ever tells you what's wrong. What I'm saying is that you should already know that you have not been treating her like the queen that she is. You know you haven't been right. Really I think you should get on your knees first before God and repent, then get with your wife and ask for forgiveness. 1 Peter 3:7  Likewise, husbands, live with your wives in an understanding way, showing honor to the woman as the weaker vessel, since they are heirs with you of the grace of life, so that your prayers may not be hindered.
Many marriages either don't last or go on for years with no happiness because of selfishness like this.

     The bottom line here is that many Christian wives are secretly hurting deep down inside due to their over macho dominating husbands who try and control their wives, making them feel unloved causing them to cry often. I already told the men what's needed to be done. You wives have to make sure you forgive. Being forgiving of each other is crucial. Ephesians 4:32 Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.
If you are a married woman and truly love God and are going through some of this then please pray with me.

"Father in the name of Jesus, I ask you to completely heal my marriage. Bring restoration upon my marriage. Heal my broken heart. Bring my husband back to me the same way he came? Lord I ask that you open up his eyes again to see me as I am just the way you created me? Lord if there is any unforgiveness, bitterness, resentment, hatred, adulterous thoughts in my heart then please forgive me. I love you Lord and I thank you for healing my marriage". Amen

Thank you for reading this long blog post. The Holy Spirit is over me so strong while typing this which has me nearly in tears. Wives are not hurting alone because when you hurt God hurts.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Seasoned Christian Women - Man Seekers

     I don't create blogs filled with serious topics to bring in a fan club, but I'm doing this out of love. Not expected to have fans of this particular post. When you tell the truth that spirit of denial will start bouncing around the insides of your temple (body). Trying to stop it before it heads to your brain for central processing. Once it's stopped from reaching the brain then there starts a complete breakdown of the truth which brings knowledge. After the point of breakdown it then becomes little particles called clutter which is all sent back up into the brain for storage. When God is trying to talk to you, communicate, and give you direction you don't hear him because you have so much clutter stored in your life.

     We have baby Christians who are newly saved and seasoned Christians. Baby Christians are people that are just starting to learn but lack experience in their new spiritual walk with Christ. Seasoned Christians are those that have been claiming Christianity for years and years and who should have gain a ton of experience in their spiritual walk. Right now I am talking about seasoned Christian women. Again I am talking about seasoned Christian women. I hear many women constantly trying to find a man. They are always talking about the type of man they want, how they have to meet their expectations, can't be broke, and must look a certain way. Here comes a man with the "BIG TIME" sweet talk. The man will look at you dead into your eyes, tell you how beautiful they are, pretend to agree with whatever comes out of your mouth, and just so happens to be single LOL. He will use his persuasive techniques on you while you're thinking right away to yourself saying, "This man has his stuff together!" This man is smooth talking, slick, and very convincing like Satan was on Eve in the Garden of Eden. Remember how slick he was to sell his pitch to Eve so she would eat the fruit which would ultimately get her and Adam in trouble?

  Genesis 3:1-4 1 Now the serpent was more crafty than any of the wild animals the LORD God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden’?”
 2 The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden, 3 but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”

 4 “You will not certainly die,” the serpent said to the woman. 5 “For God knows that when you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”

     In this very age we live in Satan is still using what works and that is to manipulate the minds of women because women are far more sensitive and open hearted. Women like fish on the hook take the bait only to find out later that that man is a total loser! Then some are upset because they gave up their temples to these losers and in some cases a child was born. After the bad relationship is over, these same seasoned Christian women will go and bad mouth men to their friends, on social networking sites, to the media, and to God. Here comes the devil again with the same sweet talk and looking fine as ever in their eyes. The seasoned Christian woman takes the bait again thinking it will be better this time. Fast-forward to 4 months into the relationship and they are screaming, "WHEN WERE YOU GOING TO TELL ME THAT YOU ARE MARRIED"!?!?!?!? Then they go pre-saved when they say to the married man, "YOU ARE ONE SORRY A@#   B#@%!" Just that fast you are in another relationship only to have the guy beating your brains out! This is not a joke nor is it a laughing matter!

     After all the years you have been claiming Christ as your personal savior calling yourself a Christian with preaching to others via just quoting the scriptures to prove to others you're saved. Do you have any kind of discernment? Have you not gained any experience? Have you learned any lessons? Some of you have become so desperate for a man that you even stooped so low as to purposely messed with men that you knew was married hoping he would leave his wife for you! It's just not going to happen.

     You seasoned Christian claimers are in and out of more relationships than your prayers to God. God has been telling you each and every time to leave that guy alone because he is not right for you. Due to all the clutter in your brain you weren't hearing him. Yet instead you've listened to your flesh which your spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. Matthew 26:41 “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”  Women are always looking for a relationship with a man when God wants you to have a relationship with him first. That is not in the bible but it is what God told me and many of you already. When you don't listen to God then you are listening to Satan which will get you in trouble each and every time. You must renew your mind and grow spiritually.

     What's so great about God is that he won't give up on you. You can get yourself in a world of trouble but all you need to do is repent with your whole heart and turn away from your sins and God will forgive and give you new life. Seek God before man? Let me say it louder, SEEK GOD BEFORE MAN! When you actually develop a real relationship with God, he will give you instructions on how to get a man. You just need to ask him to bless you with a true Godly man. Forget all the material stuff because God will take care of that. Make sure that you are very specific in your request to God and let him know you want a husband. The best relationship you can ever enter into other than with God is marriage which is a lifetime covenant.


Lord Jesus I pray that if this message applies to any of the women that reads will began to open up their hearts to you, and may seek you first. You created women to be pure, righteous, holy, and virtuous according to Proverbs 31:10-31. Amen

Monday, February 27, 2012

Christians Too Holy to Share Mistakes

     Praise God and hello to all who reads this blog post. This blog is designed in so many different ways and I pray that it will help you to examine yourself further if your to walk fully in Christ. We all are not perfect and never will be. We all have made mistakes and will continue to make them while learning from them.
Let me get personal here about myself. Years ago long before I met my wife, I was pretty far out there. I met a girl inside of mall in the metro Detroit area called Northland. Not long after, the Holy Spirit told me to leave her alone. I felt that that was not going to be a very hard task. Now when God told me this I was already in route to another suburban mall to meet up with the girl. I quickly realize that she was crazy acting!!! She had some possible fighting business to attend to in a store over some petty things. That gave me the chance to avoid her. Eventually I caved in and started dating her knowing that something just wasn't right about her, but hoping she would change or maybe I could change her. I was very disobedient to God by dating her, and wouldn't you know it, I got her pregnant!!!! Yes ladies and gentlemen I had a child out of wedlock! She made it seem like I was the bad guy which I was for messing with her but she is the mother who tossed my first born son across the room!!!! To top it off, she found away to take him away from me until the age of 18. Please know this that if it wasn't for me listening to God and obeying him for years regarding my emotions and feelings, I would of went into a crazy house or in jail! Jail is a crazy house right? LOL

     Here is my point in all of this. I have run into so many Christian claimers, bible studying people that are just way too holy to admit and share their mistakes. They act if though there are no mistakes in their life. We should be the first ones to admit our mistakes, mess-ups, and other such things because if it can help someone else to get on a better path then open up. A lot of you Christian men are just too hard and too macho to open up regarding issues that you had in your past. I bet some of you won't even open up in your marriages the way God has being telling you to do. I bet you have a hard time admitting to your mistakes in your own family. Try talking about your past mistakes no matter how ashamed you may feel and turn it into a testimony? Tell people how you use to be, what you use to do and how God brought you out of that? The problem with the Christian church is that a lot of us just act like our lives are perfect without mistakes. Myself, Todd Edward Davis is not too macho, nor too hard acting to share my past issue because, I want to be a blessing to others. I remember being around a group of Christians when we all were talking about things we did that wasn't godly, things we use to do and was able to laugh. While that was going on, I notice that there was one person that wasn't saying a thing like they were innocent. It has always been very hard for me to deal with hard macho acting Christians who can't open up. You don't have to tell every single thing about your past but make sure you are lead on what to say for that time.


     Hello true followers of Yeshua and welcome Christian claimers. I will try to make this short. Okay so here goes. Now I may have touched on some of this before in a earlier post but, I want to talk about this now. I just don't understand these Christian claimers with years of church going plus great bible memorization skills. When you are having a problem, issue, or just a certain situation, they are so quick to shoot you a bible verse. Now there is nothing wrong with giving someone scriptures, but just make sure that they are the right one for that particular issue or situation that someone is telling you about. One of my pet peeves is when someone is trying to tell you about something that happen in their life or something that they are currently going through, while the person who is a Christian claimer is not even listening to you because they are so busy trying to think of what bible verse they are going to throw at you. So when they do, it has nothing to do with what you are talking about!! 
Another thing that I really can't stand is when Christian claimers get to talking about what is going on in the church, what the pastor is doing, what the pastor said, where the pastor is going, how sharp the pastor was on last Sunday, how great he preached that word, who he invited to preach, how great the pastors' family, how anointed the pastor and his family are, how he laid hands on this person and got healed, but hardly ever put God in the sentence!!!! Hello?? RED FLAG!! They talk about everything of what the pastor is doing but fail to mention that God used my pastor to minister this word, or God is really opening up doors not only in the church  but in my life. I'm growing spiritually because of God and it is he that worketh in me. I'm not saying there is something wrong with acknowledging people of God that are working in the ministry, but some of you talk as if the pastor is God by never mentioning God. What about what God is doing?? Here is some great advice - STOP PUFFING YOURSELF UP AND STOP PUFFING THE PASTOR UP BECAUSE IT IS GOD THAT WORKETH IN YOU! Let's hear about what God is doing? He is our Father remember?? Philippians 2:13 For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure.
While honoring the men and women of God, praise and honor God to the highest. He is the one who had your preacher/teacher give that word and appointed them to the church. 

Feel free to add your comments

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Lust and Molestation in the Christian Home

     Hello! I'm back again with another post and my spirit tells me that some of you don't like the things that I say. Again I have to speak the whole truth and give reference to the Word of God. Seeing that many people don't like the truth then I will continue to tell the truth. Let's get started here. God clearly speaks against lust -

1Thessalonians 4:3-5  For this is the will of God, your sanctification: that you abstain from sexual immorality; that each one of you know how to control his own body in holiness and honor, not in the passion of lust like the Gentiles who do not know God;

James 1:14-15  But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death.

Right in the Christian church and within the Christian home there is a sexual spirit lurking in from outer darkness. It creeps up in people who are not spiritually grounded and mentally alert being aware that the devil comes to seek whom he may devour. There are pastors, preachers, deacons, evangelist, and all of the like being affected by the demon of lust. Not just in the Christian home but everywhere for that matter, but here we are talking about the Christian church and home. When that lustful spirit hits the church then our leaders fall from grace. We don't always know if the leaders allowed that dirty spirit to enter in but God always knows. Believe you me that when it happens, there is always a spiritual backlash. How can you work for Christ when you are in total lust. The devil is always trying to disrupt the church with the spirit of lust, and don't think for one minute that he won't come into your home! I know first hand of that account. I have people close to me that I really and truly love who were molested from childhood. I also know many people who were molested, raped and are mentally tortured until this very day. The sad thing is that when the Christian elders were made aware of the abuse, they refused to believe the victims. They just would not believe that the people they love will hurt others in this manner. How could a child make up graphic details? One thing about children is that they have a super great memory. As they get older, they don't forget tragic events that happen to them, because it all starts to take light as they grow older and understand more. We know that as long as they truly repent before God and mean it with their whole heart, he will forgive them. Also these same people need to go directly to the person who they hurt and repent. If that doesn't happen then most likely the people hurt will not want to be around the abuser anymore with no communication. We all should forgive everyone who does things to use that are wrong.

     Lust can lead to adultery which God speaks against. Even looking at someone with lust already in your heart is adultery. Matthew 5:28  But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart.  We all have to be strong and prayed up and if we see any signs of it coming then we need to pray, and make sure we don't give into it. I remember back years ago from the year 2000 that a wife of someone I know wanted to sleep with me. This gesture was made known to me during those early years. I was never sexually attracted to the married woman so it never happened. Even if I was then it still wouldn't of happened. That spirit of lust tried to get me over during that afternoon shift before the shift ended at night but it just wasn't going to happen. Even though I had many issues with the husband, I still could never do anything to hurt the guy. My wedding day came but that night, that spirit of lust and adultery was calling my cell phone! During the years of hearing all of the bad things about the husband, it helped play a role in the demise of our friendship, but to sleep with that woman behind my friends back JUST WASN'T GOING TO HAPPEN! Honestly I really and truly miss talking to my friend on the phone. Just hated how the friendship went down under and it is still not like it use to be.
My point here in all of this is, don't let that spirit of lust enter into your hearts because it can and will hurt the people you love and trust in many different ways. If someone is honest enough to tell you that they were raped before no matter if it was years ago or recent, please don't brush them off. Pray for not only the victims but the molesters.

God Bless you all

Thursday, February 16, 2012

True Worshipers

     I know and believe that God created the heavens, the earth, and all of the living creatures there of. I also know and believe that God is the one who gave man the brain to be able to create computers and programs. There is no way that man can create computer programs in such a little small chip without the gift from God. He holds this whole entire world of worlds together and is everywhere all the time. With that being said which wasn't much, we all need to be on our knees day and night worshiping our father.
There are three people in my life that I know for a fact that are true worshipers, God fearing, and are extremely humble. My wife, my cousin Sam, and my cousin Angie who is a little older than me. I've worshiped with these people and when I talk to them, you can feel their humble spirit which is so refreshing. Their views are always on point with the Word of God. They've helped me through the years to stay on the right path for Christ. With the most important thing is that they don't let it be known of their works for Christ which clearly shows that they are not doing things for their own glory. People need to think about that? Are you doing works for Christ or are you doing it so you can get praise? Anyway my wife and cousins really love God and are true worshipers. 
God is looking for true worshipers. John 4:23  But the time is coming--indeed it's here now--when true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth. The Father is looking for those who will worship him that way. With that being said, are you a true worshiper? Do you really love God? Please really think about all that God has done not only for you but for all of his creations, and his love for everyone including us sinners? Shouldn't that be just enough to get on your knees and worship God? Let's stop putting ourselves before God. Just to remind people that my blogs are not designed to be mean, sound mean, or any such thing, but they are designed in love to let everyone know the truth. So stop getting mad, angry, bad talking me including you so called Christians that can't display the love of Christ when someone is telling you truth which comes from the word of God. If you don't like hearing the truth then that means you are not truly living a life for Christ so don't read my blogs.

God bless each and everyone of you.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Ready to Die

     Are you ready to die? Can you imagine burning for all eternity? Most people will say no, right? What would be your reasons for not being ready to die? Do you ever just sit back for one minute and think about what would happen if you were to die today or tomorrow? Do you ever think about where you would go? Some of you will say well I'm a christian so I know I'm going to heaven. So sad that a lot of us don't think about where we will end up after we die, because we just assume that heaven will be a direct place to go. We just gamble with our lives. Some of us really don't give much thought into our eternal lives. We are just taking chance after chance. I know because I was always one of those people who just lived on the edge. I mean I was so far on the edge that I even told God that I didn't care anymore! Here it is we only get one shot at life but acting like we are safe. Not taking advantage of being on this earth by truly studying the word of God and learning how to enter into the kingdom. I know, some of you don't want to hear the truth. Christians are the main people who hate the truth.

     It's really annoying seeing so called Christians talk about how these big name celebs went to be with the Lord when they were clearly worldly with foul mouths, music which was not glorifying God, drug use which the word speak about that. (Galatians 5:19-21) Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions, envy, drunkenness, orgies, and things like these. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. These same people get offended if you say anything negative about the sinful, worldly lives that these celebs lived and will take up for them in a minute. Someone like me who God knows that I'm telling the truth here that I am honestly trying to live my life right for Christ, but if the smallest thing happens that I'm involved in, those people will be so quick to say "yeah Todd is a trip and he has a problem"! Those people that talk can never do any wrong but will defend a worldly person in a minute! You are a Carnal Christian! These people sit up and watch the grammy's while loving the demonic things that goes on there, including the Nicki M. exorcism type display that went on. Having a so called prayer done by LL Cool J that doesn't even end in Jesus name! Then you have these fake Christians who sit up there and say, "let's pray for Michael Jackson or let's pray for Whitney Houston!? Aren't they dead? How are you going to pray for the dead?? Listen...if you don't read that bible then you need to pull it out, blow all of that dust off, open it up and ask God to give you the understanding? Clearly some people have not grown in Christ. To always think that big name celebs make it to heaven after they die, knowing their lifestyle, clearly shows that these Christians don't read their bible to see what God standards of living should be. I lean into the understanding of the word of God for daily living while carnal christians lean into their own understanding.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him; and He shall direct your paths.  Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and depart from evil. Proverbs 3: 5-7  

Hell is real and if you reject God and his word which God is the word and the word is God, then you are hell bound.
Matthew 7:23  And then will I declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.’

Heaven or hell is your choice so wake up your mind and wake up Christians!

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

To Divorce or Separate

     Glory to God in the highest! I am back blogging again and really love doing it. Why? So that through Christ I will be able to help wake up some Christians. I know some of you will not like what I have to say and my blogs is in no way designed to be harsh, mean, or to belittle anyone, but just here to tell the truth.  I'm so happy that God created marriage because it is such a wonderful thing. Well I know that everyone doesn't feel that marriage is a good thing because there maybe current problems that may cause a divorce. Divorce is never a good thing for a couple to go through but it happens. A lot of people get a divorce due to infidelity and money issues. You also have people who just separate from their spouse without filing the proper paperwork for divorce.  Now let us remind ourselves that infidelity is WRONG! So here is my beef. If a married couple decides that their marriage is no longer worth saving, then they should file the necessary paperwork. So while separated or before the divorce is final, they decide to start dating other people! What?! So dating other people outside the marriage leads to kissing, rubbing, feeling, emotions, and of course sex which is called ADULTERY! Now those bad spirits that you had from the previous relationship is carried over to the next. People really mess themselves up because, they are so impatient and can't wait for God when He is waiting on you to first have a close relationship with him first. So you are in and out of relationships wondering why it never works out. Satan will make it all look good for you in the beginning but those demon spirits will manifest itself over and over again while laughing at you making a spiritual fool of yourself. As long as you are still officially married and having intercourse with other people, it is still called ADULTERY. Please stop doing it and repent?

Adultery is the most widely condemned of the sexual sins; it is mentioned in the Ten Commandments, all four Gospels, and ten other books of the Bible.

You shall not commit adultery. (NIV, Exodus 20:14)

But a man who commits adultery lacks judgment; whoever does so destroys himself. (NIV, Proverbs 6:32)

And a certain ruler questioned Him, saying, "Good Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?" And Jesus said to him, "Why do you call Me good? No one is good except God alone. You know the commandments, 'Do not commit adultery, do not murder, do not steal, do not bear false witness, honor your father and mother.'" (NAS, Luke 18:18-20)

The word translated as "adultery" in the New Testament of the Bible is the Greek word moicheia. Its primary meaning was sexual intercourse between a married woman and any man other than her husband. However, the New Testament generally forbids all extramarital sex, so sexual intercourse between a married man and any woman other than his wife is also forbidden. In common usage today, "adultery" includes both cases above.

Monday, February 6, 2012


     It is so amazing of all the things that I see living in Hollywood. The love that so many people have for others. Others being Hollywood celebs. When people like Rhianna, Beyounce, Lady Gaga, Madonna, Kanye West, and even Ciera have an up coming concert, ticket sales go through the roof. Fans of these singers will line up and camp out all night long for days just to get their hands on a concert ticket! They will even wait in a blizzard just to see their favorite artist live. Concert time comes and many fans are so in love and star struck, with tears rolling down their face, passing out, and just totally ballistic!
     Many of our favorite time of year is Christmas with the holiday season rolling during the end of the year. Major retailers are rolling out the big sales prepping everyone for it so that we can take advantage. Now don't get me wrong, the deals are great. So great that people will actually line up outside the stores all night to be the first in line to purchase the item or items before its sold out. As you well know that in some case like every year, when the doors are finally opened to the crowd of eager shoppers, things get really nasty. Running in the stores to knock and run people over with some losing their lives is just sick!
     Do you remember God? Yes God? God our father? What about God? Well God is just the one who thought dearly about us, loved us so much that He created us.

Jeremiah 1:5 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations. 

God protected us while we were babies. He kept us alive by constantly breathing into our lungs making sure oxygen gets to our brains so everything can work and function. Instead of getting on that particular freeway or road that day, God placed us on another road, because if he didn't then we would of been dead or greatly injured. He made sure that we had food, clothes, and gave you a job when you didn't even ask Him for it because, you thought that you yourself was able and capable to get you a job, lol. While you walk around with your puffed up attitude, nose high in the sky while driving your new, fresh smelling car with the music blasting so loud, dancing behind the wheel to the most ungodly music allowing the demonic spirit of secular music with all the curse words in the book with a lustful sex filled edge to it, to just destroy your mind and attack your spirit. All of this while God is breathing his breath of life in you. You don't have time to pray because you are just way too busy with working, hanging out with friends, eating, drinking, and sleeping. What if God didn't have time to breath oxygen into your lungs? Then you would be dead. There goes the job, there goes the car, there goes the money. What is that God sees? He sees you on your knees praying because you are unemployed, money and cars are gone.
     ALL GOD WANTS IS FOR US TO LOVE, HONOR, AND SERVE HIM BY LIVING RIGHT! We have abandon our dad! God loves us so much and is hurt that the very people he created have turned their back on Him. He wants to spend family time with us. I guess we are just too busy for God! You say that you love GOD??! You are a liar with no truth in your heart. How would you feel if your loved ones abandon you? What if your wife or husband, mom or dad that you love so much just left you? Would you not be hurt? Even heartbroken? God has feelings to so don't forget it. DANGER AHEAD - If you don't truly love God and put him first serving with your whole heart, then HELL AWAITS YOU. Sad, they don't love God.

Deuteronomy 6:15  for the LORD your God in the midst of you is a jealous God; otherwise the anger of the LORD your God will be kindled against you, and He will wipe you off the face of the earth.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Gullible Christians in Mega Churches

     This always bothers me. I mean it bothers me to the core! Now there are a lot of good mega churches around the world, but unfortunately there are a ton that are not so good. Even right here in the good ole United States. You have churches like the one that Bishop Eddie Long is over where sexual sins within the church are ongoing. You have other churches where the teachings is not really what the word of God says. You may ask why is this guy picking on mega churches? Well here's why... I have been learning that some of these type churches make up things that are not even bible based! Yes it is true. I've watched hours of videos regarding this issue and saw for myself. Not just that but you hear to much about prosperity! They teach too much on prosperity gospel than teaching how to enter into the gates of heaven seeing how multitudes of people will not make it into heaven.

 Matthew 7:14-17

 14Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
 15Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.
 16Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?
 17Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit.

     It's sad to watch these famous well known preachers teach that type of gospel while having the church come and toss money on the stage. Then I watched two well know preachers in the south running together back and forth across the stage while dancing on the money covered stage howling!!! Yes it is true! Then these type of preachers will give a scripture across the monitor in reference to the subject being taught. When you go to look it up, to my surprise it has nothing to do with the subject. Could have they just made a simple error?? NO! Why? 1) they had plenty of time to do their research on the particular subject, 2) the subject has nothing to do with the particular scripture, 3) you can see where they actually twisted scriptures to get people to believe it. It is so sad that so many people believe everything these pastors say without doing their own research! Every time the pastor quotes a few words or anything, the church is always saying, AMEN, AMEN! People take notes in church but don't actually go home and study those scriptures. So how do you know that he or she is teaching right? How do you know if the word is being twisted? How do you know that you are truly being taught right? When the news broke regarding Eddie Long I was really bothered by the fact that a news station down in Atlanta interviewed three church members and they all were talking about how Eddie Long did nothing wrong and how he wouldn't have sexual relations with other people, and how they stand by him no matter what??? WOW! So just because Eddie is a well know mega church pastor, you would just automatically assume that he is right and the four young men is wrong. So being in the national spotlight makes you right? We assume because they are huge mega churches then that makes them legit? If you are truly a born-again Christian then you should know that satan comes to church. The huge churches are the very ones that he is trying to destroy. People think because they are on t.v then the word that they preach is true! Mega churches are big and rich and when you are rich it is even harder to serve God. It's the truth. When some people don't have any money, down and out then they are praying away to God asking for a financial blessing. God loves is great so He blesses you with a job and money. So you are just way to busy working and spending your new money building up your bank account and just forget about God because you feel like you really have no reason to talk to God because you got what you need. I'm so tired of people coming to me saying well I don't know if you are saved or not but you should listen to C. Dollar, or some of these other mega preachers. The preachers that people seem to suggest I watch are the ones who I have researched, watch their videos and learned that there was a reason why I never could get into them in the first place. God has never had me to watch them. Now in Dollars church watching the whole church chanting "MONEY COMETH TO ME RIGHT NOW!! MONEY COMETH TO ME RIGHT NOW!! They all had their arms extended out towards the pastor while money covered the stage. Is this what our churches are teaching about? Money? What about who to live for Christ? What about how to walk with Christ? How about how to make it into heaven and keep from going to hell seeing how it is so easy to make it to hell.  Matthew 7:13-14 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. 14 But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it. I'm so tired of hearing these mega churches preaching prosperity. Again these gullible Christians believe anything that these preachers say. They don't do their own research. We are so stuck on these preachers because they are popular that when evidence presence itself then we just ignore it and say that it's just satan trying to take the preacher down! Listen I am not trying to offend anyone if these happen to be your pastors. I am telling the whole truth and I have done my research. I have seen and heard this mess of twisting scripture, prosperity preaching and more with my very own God given eyes and ears. Don't you know that satan is a deceiver and will try and trick you by giving you false teachings? Don't you know that satan will try and taint God's word? 

2 Peter 2:1-3    1 But there were also false prophets among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you. They will secretly introduce destructive heresies, even denying the sovereign Lord who bought them—bringing swift destruction on themselves. 2 Many will follow their depraved conduct and will bring the way of truth into disrepute. 3 In their greed these teachers will exploit you with fabricated stories. Their condemnation has long been hanging over them, and their destruction has not been sleeping. Again we are so blinded and so stuck on popularity. Saying amen every few minutes but half the time we don't know why we are saying it. Why does some of the mega preachers need so many million dollar private jets? I can see having one but more than that? We follow popularity without ever doing our own research. I was one of those people until I listen to God and opened my eyes. Again not saying that all our like that but a whole lot of them are. Don't you want to be at a church where they truly care about your soul? Man people just don't understand that we only get one shot at life and after that it is too late, judgement is set. Wake up Christians! Wake up!

DON'T GET MAD AT ME FOR TELLING THE TRUTH! People do things right under our nose that is not right but because of popularity we ignore it. Many of you need to have real discernment!

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Follower of Christ Jesus or not?

     I have to place myself in the mix here because I was always a part of this crowd. The crowd that I'm speaking about are the people who call themselves Christians/followers of Christ. Man here I was for years so quick to say "Hey I'm a Christian!" when I was just as worldly as they come. Living my life full of drama, tainted mouth, rolling up in the worldly hot spots trying to be like everyone else when deep down in my spirit I knew that this was not me at all. So there were church services that I attended on Sundays, but it wasn't every Sunday. I thought I was doing just fine picking up the bible reading a few versus here and there along with some hit or miss prayers. But come on here, I couldn't ignore the fact that God was talking to me, and tugging at me. I was the type of person who picked and choose the scriptures that I wanted to live by. Does any of this sound like you? So many of us call ourselves Christians when the way we live is not Christ-like. Christian is just another name for disciple meaning "follower of Christ". You know it's funny but it's not funny when I read profiles on different social networking sites listing all of their worldly things that they are into. Then under religion, CHRISTIAN is listed?! For one, Christianity is not a religion. If it really means a follower of Christ which is based on real whole kingdom living according to the word of God (THE BIBLE) then God is not a religion seeing how He created us. If you call God a religion then you are saying that your mother and father are a religion! Get where I'm coming from? I know that there is not a perfect soul, and we all make mistakes, have sinned and fell short of the Glory, but a lot of us Christian claimers are not even trying or trying hard enough. The reason why a lot of people are not even trying is because they think that they're not sinning and by attending church every Sunday then they're good! Then you can't tell Christians a "STINKIN THING". People get so offended because they claim to know the bible so well, you don't need to tell them any wrong doings. A lot of Christians do know the bible very well, but I would list that under "scripture memorization". They can quote the word up and down, all day long, and all though the town, but have not one idea of what it means. Why? Because they don't study. I will get into that in another subject. I have more respect for the one's who live worldly while not claiming to be men and women of God.

James 1:22-25 (New King James Version)

22 But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. 23 For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror; 24 for he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of man he was. 25 But he who looks into the perfect law of liberty and continues in it, and is not a forgetful hearer but a doer of the work, this one will be blessed in what he does.

Are you a follower of Christ or not??


     All my life I have attended church services, bible school, and various classes. There have also been many, many times that I didn't attend church and was also a backslidden christian. One thing about me is that I'm not ashamed to admit wrong doings in my life and believe you me there were a lot of bad things that I've done in my life. To be able to admit and tell others about it when lead by the Holy Spirit I believe that it can help others out in their walk with Yeshua (Jesus). We all as one race under God should be able to share life experiences with others.

     There is a major issue here that really annoys me. Many people who call themselves Christians have gone too far. What I mean is, that we are always trying to let everyone know what are title is, who we are going to minister to, who we are going to pray for, who we are going to preach to. Then we quote all of the bible scriptures while so quick to tell other what they are doing wrong! As soon as one Christian messes up, sins, etc then we are so quick to look down on them and judge! Really? WOW!
So my question is why do Christians do that? I'm not talking about Catholics, or anyone else I'm talking about Christians. Are they really doing these things in Jesus name or are they doing it in their own name? So many people are doing it for their own glory and not for God. Some cases I hear people every 5 minutes talking about what they did at their church, who they prayed for, who they are going to be preaching with, and none of it sounds like it is for the glory of God. But how is sounds connects with my spirit and my spirit tells me that it all is done in vainglory! Now there are a minority of Christians who honestly don't do what I just stated. The rest do it for the wrong reasons. People want to be big, throw their titles around and even give themselves titles that was not from God  

Matthew 22:14 ...'For many are called, but few are chosen.' 

     Those Christians want attention and praise. It's one thing for someone to ask you a question regarding your gift (if you truly have that specific gift that you claim to have) than to go every few minutes talking about who you are going to minister to or who you just laid hands on.
Now let me stand corrected because I am not saying that you can't at all let it be known of what went on during the ministry or outreach, but it is the way that you do it and the intentions behind it. Instead of always saying what you did during a service why don't you say what God did and how God moved. Stop giving yourself all of the glory when the glory doesn't belong to you?  Philippians 2:3  Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves,

So in conclusion, check your intentions and make sure that you are really doing things for God and not so that you can get glory from others.